Blessed CNY 2012

The most anticipated celebration, CNY, has finally came and gone. Though this year’s celebration was simple and ordinary, I had a great time with my family and Peng You. On the eve of CNY, instead of the usual reunion dinner where mom will make a big feast, we had ours at Chili’s. The food was great and most importantly was the fellowship among the family members. I spent this year’s CNY at my parents’ new place in Puchong so after the reunion dinner we drove to Puchong where Eda, Rina and I stayed for 5 days.

The first day of CNY was really simple. We just hang around at the new place, watched TV and eat loads of cookies and CNY goodies. For dinner, mom prepared steamboat where Sharon’s family came to join us. It was another exciting moment where we had the opportunity to play and spend time with Elizabeth and Jared.

Second day of CNY was as usual. We had dinner with Luiz’s parents and afterwards we went down to Pavillion to enjoy the decoration. Indeed it was really beautifully decorated and the place was swamped with people. We even managed to do a lil shopping.

On the third day, I met up with Peng You and her family for lunch at ‘Shogun’. It was a really good time spent in catching up with her parents. In our 19 years of friendship, this was the first time I have spent the time with them. It was really memorable and something which I will cherish for a long long time.

During the fourth day, Eda and I came back to PJ. We spent dinner with Rina at Sushi Zanmai and did a little shopping at 1 Utama.

May the year of the Dragon bring more and more happiness, good health and joy to my family. Blessed CNY everyone ^^

P.S. Eda on the other hand has gone ‘crazy’. She was snapping pictures all throughout the CNY celebration. Let’s hope all the pix turn out nice, especially those with me in it, heheheh!!!!

Book: Boys That Bite by Mari Mancusi

 

I really wanted to love this book. I really do but I really can’t. Though you might have realized that I have given up on paranormal books, I can’t help but wanted to give it another chance but this book is really a disappointment. I am not expecting anything like Twilight but this book really sucks. After every chapter, I wanted to give up but I also wanted to give it a chance. And chances, I gave, chapter after chapter but this books left a very bad taste in my mouth. There are a few books in this series which I have a copy (E-book format). What a waste because I don’t think I will read any of them. Argh…what disappointment and frustration!!!!!

Graduation: Diploma in Child Psychology and Learning Disorder

Last Sat (7-Jan 2012) was the first time in nine months since I last stepped into Linguistic Counsel (LC). When I got onto the LRT, my mind drifted back to the times I spent 13 months travelling down to Masjid Jamek for my Saturday classes at LC. Those were some of my most joyous and happy times. When I first started the course, I was worried whether I could complete it. Now I was actually taking the train to LC for my Diploma graduation. This will be the first time in nine months that I will be meeting with all my ex-classmates of MSAT 9 and MSAT 10.

Although the graduation was simple with no lavish food or decorations, it was a great time for all of us. It was a time to catch up on each other’s latest news and to rekindle our friendship which we have forged during the 13 months spent together. Though this diploma cert will never be compared to my degree cert, it is one of the certs that I will greatly cherish and in which I have put in so much effort and determinations. It is indeed true that whatever the Lord promises will surely come.

Is it the best? Are you sure?

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Well, that’s the famous line of Joo Won from Hyun Bin’s character in Secret Garden. In fact there were many more memorable lines but this one was special because it shows Joo Won’s obnoxious attitude in a very cute and adorable way. Guessed what, I am now re-watching it. This time round I want to pay more attention to their acting and characters. The first time, like any other K-drama, I was so preoccupied with reading the subtitles that I missed out on their stellar performance. So, I am taking my time this time round and savor every ‘bite’ of it (yummy!!!). I am already at episode 13, and you know what, the feeling of giddiness is still there even though I knew what was coming on. This show really got me suck into their world. Besides the storyline and great acting, there is another thing which I really enjoy – THE SCRIPTS!!! How could anyone come up with such dialogues? It really got the viewers, or me, at least, swooning and getting all faint-hearted and at times laughing and smiling as well as crying to myself. Don’t get me wrong, I am not those typical gals who swoon over handsome looking man so you can imagine how brilliant the scripts were to make me fall head over heels over it.

At the same time I am also viewing some of the BTS vids and pix which were released during the running of the show from Oct 2010 – Jan 2011. Like how I mentioned about ‘Scent of a Woman’, it is always exciting and fun to know that the co-stars and the production crews having fun and a great time. This will definitely lessen the burden and pressure for the entire casts during the long hour of shooting. I love the chemistry between HB and HJW during on/off screen. So, let’s not waste any more time and come indulge in the BTS pix of this amazing drama that have many viewers’ heart flutter.

My Random Musing on K-Drama: Secret Garden (2010-2011) – FINALE

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I watched the final episode on 31-December 2011 (just a few minutes before we ushered into the new year) and I felt so reluctant to let go of Joo Won and Ra Im. In the past 20 episodes (less than a week), I have grown to love them. Every day, I looked forward to going home to catch a few episodes before going to bed. And every episode never fails to excite and give my heart a little flutter. Indeed, both Hyun Bin and Ha Ji Won were fantastic actors. This is the second time I have seen Hyun Bin in a comedy since ‘My Name is Kim Sam Soon’ and as expected, he did extremely well (or even better if I said so). I never knew he could pull off that so well.

The ending was really sweet and yet realistic. Though the theme of this drama was on magical /fantasy, yet there were some important and realistic elements found in this drama which drawn many viewers into it. The characters of both Joo Won and Ra Im are very typical Koeran drama’s characters but it was Hyun Bin and Ha Ji Won’s portrayal that makes all the different. This is another K-drama in my list of ‘must watch’ and ‘re-watch’. While waiting for the withdrawal symptoms to wear off and for Hyun Bin to return from his military duty, let’s indulge in more of Secret Garden ^_^

2011 Review: What An Awesome Year

It’s time again for a year-end review. I thought I just sat down and did that yesterday? Oh…that was last year for last year’s review. Oh boy, time really did zoom by without our realization. So little has happened yet there is so much to tell. The year started off well with a simpleCNYcelebration with Peng You, family and Rina. Peng You and I met up duringCNYeve for lunch at Old Town Coffee in Aman Suria. It was unexpected but I really cherished it. Time spent with my family, Rina and Peng You are always precious. I loved waking up to a noisy house duringCNYand enjoying the company of my loved ones.

My dream of completing learning disorder and psychology course finally materialized when I sat for my final paper in April. Besides armed with the knowledge, I met many fabulous and interesting people which enriched my life experience. It has also widened my scope of friends and new friendships were formed. Through this course, I learned that it is not impossible to achieve my dreams. With loads of encouragement, support and determination, the Lord proved to me that as long as I heed His call, He will make everything fall into place. My love and passion for the PSN has continued to grow and I thank the Lord for opening doors and confirming His desire for me. Recently I have started work with an autistic child and it was another dream comes true. Through this child, I have re-learned the meaning of contentment, humbleness, thankfulness and joy.

Taking up sign language course and learning Hangul are some of the items in my to-do list which I can confidently ‘check’. Though it is still on-going and I still couldn’t ‘sign’ properly or speak a single Korean word, I am satisfied that I have taken the step in fulfilling my dreams. Through the process, I have come to appreciate both ‘languages’. Hangul is a completely new and strange language to me. If it weren’t for my love for K-drama and curiosity, I don’t think I would ever think about it but am I glad that my love for everything Korean has brought me to discover such a beautiful language. It is still my dream that there will come a day when I could ‘sign’ with ease, and speak and understand Hangul like how I understand and speak Mandarin after 10 years of self-learning. I was surprised that starting from this year; I accidentally realized that I could understand mandarin, especially Taiwanese drama without any help from the subtitles. That’s a real amazement to me.

Another unexpected thing that happened was attending Westlife concert at Stadium Putra. I am not a fan nor was I keen about Westlife but I wanted to return a favor to Eda. For my birthday this year, she gave me KHJ’s first solo album with the intention that I could see him in person. Her thoughtfulness really touched my heart that’s how I ended up with her at the concert. Moreover, I knew this means a lot to her. True enough she was so happy during the concert. The RM200+ tix were worth it seeing her beaming and smiling from ear to ear.

This year also marked the 18^th Anniversary of my friendship with Peng You. The most memorable moment was when she walked down the aisle on Sept 17. I was proud to be part of it. We have journeyed through thick and think which make this friendship unique thus it makes me feel all nostalgic again when I remembered how it all started in 1993. When I looked back on the years we have spent together, I can’t help but be awed by our precious yet simple friendship. We didn’t spent hours talking on the phone, msn, emailing or hanging out but just knowing that we are there for each other is already enough. Moreover, we know who we can turn to in times of despair or when we need a lil ‘knock’ on the head to bring us back to planet earth. Our friendship has definitely come a long way and it is one friendship which I will never let go.

After one year, my love for the ‘Ssangchu Couple’ is still growing strong. I just can’t stop thinking or watching their show whenever I need my ‘Ssangchu’ fix. Though both of them have moved on years after the show ended, their magic and sparkle still left the ssangchu addict wishing for more. No doubt, they have brought many joy and laughter to us.

‘City Hunter’, ‘Scent of a Woman’, ’49 Days’, ‘Secret Garden’ and ‘Drunken to Love You’ will be greatly remembered as the dramas that marked my year 2011 drama obsession. Being a self professed K-drama and Taiwanese drama lover, how could my days be complete without any dose of them? A good drama, or to be précised, a drama that captured my interest is not easy to come by thus once I am captured and smitten, that’s all it matters. Though not scientifically proven, being such a realistic and down-to-earth person, the daily dose of dramas open doors for fantasy and dreams. I loved the feeling of being sucked into ‘their worlds’, feeling giddy and filled with excitement.

With my busy schedule, I am really glad to have the time and opportunity to indulge in my favourite past time which is piano and reading (yup, I do have a life besides watching k-dramas). I have managed to play some awesome piano pieces and read many great and amazing books.Just like watching a good drama, I love the feeling of going into the books’ world and experience the things that the authors write about. With playing the piano, I could momentarily forget about the present and be immersed in the music world.

This year, the Lord’s will and voice are really real and clear to me. I have learned to be still, wait and listen to His still, small voice. It is through surrendering that I come to know Him in a deeper level. My walk with our Lord has definitely grown but there are still rooms for more. I have come to understand and trust that waiting for God’s perfect timing will not be wasted. He will surely bless those who wait upon Him. Our Lord is a God of love who will not leave nor forsake His children. When we cry out to Him, He will surely answer us without any delay. In times of frustration, disappointment and fear, our Lord’s comforting arms will keep us safe. In times of uncertainty, our Lord will continue to provide for our every need. Our Lord has already conquered death, defeated Satan and won the victory; therefore, there is nothing we should fear. What can men do to us? His perfect love will cast out all fears.

Overall, year 2011 has been a pretty awesome year so far. Though the days, weeks, and months have zoomed by real fast, I have no regrets. The only regret was, why did it have to go by so fast? I wished I could linger and savor those moments longer.

My Random Musing on K-Drama: Secret Garden (2010)

Why did I put off watching this show until now??? When I first read the episodes recaps from ‘Dramabeans’, I was totally in love with it but somehow, nothing prompted me to watch it. I guessed, since I have already known the plot and storyline, there is no point in watching it. But then again, why did I watch it now? Well, almost 3 months after ‘Scent of a Woman’, my withdrawal symptoms have diminished and I am eager to watch a new drama thus while I was browsing through the list of series, I decided I would like a rom-com and ‘Secret Garden’ came up. So, my journey with Kim Joo Won and Gil Ra Im begun and I enjoy every moment of it. True enough, Hyun Bin (whose portrayal of Joo Won) never fails me. I saw potential in him when I first watch him in ‘My Name is Kim Sam Soon’ with Kim Sun Ah. As for Ha Ji Won (whose portrayal of Ra Im) was convincing as well. The storyline might sound a little bizarre, but the acting (in terms of their expressions, feelings and emotions) won over. It’s always exciting to be able to sit down comfortably to catch a good show.

Book: The Vincent Boys by Abbi Glines

I have a love-hate relationship towards this book. LOVE, because all the three main characters, Ash, Beau and Sawyer are really ‘real’ (they have real conflicts and challenges, and all those emotions are very well written) and HATE, because, no matter what, I still feel that it’s wrong to cheat on your boyfriend and best friend. Though the book end on a good note, I still feels that Ash and Beau should take responsibilities of their actions. Moreover, the cover of the book didn’t do any justice for the book. Anyone who saw the book cover would immediately assume that this is a chick-lit book which is not true. Will I read this book again? Hm….. maybe after a long long while……

Book: Breathe by Abbi Glines

This is a really cute book. Imagine yourself as a teenage girl working as a maid during the summer holidays for a popular teenage singer (e.g. Justin Bieber) and eventually having him fall hopelessly in love with you. Well, there you have it, a very unlikely yet interesting YA romance. Surprisingly, I enjoyed this book a lot (though not entirely coz there were some parts which I find too mushy and unrealistic for my liking).  But overall, I devoured this book in a few hours and it is definitely a page turner despite the little hiccups here and there. Well, I would read this book again when I feel like having some day-dreaming moments…..

Books: The Boyfriend League & Love on the Lifts by Rachel Hawthorne

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As a self-confessed YA book lover, I really love Rachel Hawthorne. So far, these are the two books from the said author which I have read in the past weeks (there are more to come as I have really fallen in love with her books) and I really want to say they are ‘awesome’. Well, if you love a simple, ordinary yet cute and pleasant YA romance book, these are for you. Although all the male characters in her books are tall, handsome, gorgeous, sexy and overly nice (which seems a little unrealistic), one can’t help but love them anyway. Rachel Hawthorne has a way of creating characters which make me fall in love with them. These books are easy to read with minimal conflicts and problems thus they centers on the main characters and their relationships. But these did not make the books any less interesting. In fact, they are fun and enjoyable. Let’s just hope Rachel will continue writing this type of contemporary YA books and not succumb to the pressure of writing paranormal, magical and science-fiction books like all the others. Every time I visit the book store I can’t help but be disappointed to see so many paranormal and science fiction books on the YA sections.

Random Pix of the past 3 months

1. The Sisters’ Power (Pappa Rich Puchong 27/8/2011)

2. Eda’s birthday (Kwai Lum 29/10/2011)

3. Chilling Out @ Midvalley with Sherina (7/9/2011)

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Christmas Eve 2011

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It’s now 10.45 pm and I just got back from a family Christmas Eve dinner at Rosemary Bite in Aman Suria and a walk around Tropicana City mall with my fabulous family, brother-in-law and my two adorable niece and nephew. Weeks and even months ago, I dreaded Christmas, just like how I used to be in last 9 years without actually realizing it until last year. I felt the loneliness as well as the aloneness which I couldn’t comprehend and which I felt was bizarre since I have great friends to spend the day with. However, since this morning I anticipated the Christmas Eve dinner which I just had a while ago. There was a sense of joy which I knew was from spending time with my precious family. That got me thinking that my joy shouldn’t be depicted by who, when, where and how.  It comes from God and God has brought joy to me through my fellowship with my family. And the amazing thing was, the Lord knows my feelings towards Christmas and He has been trying to ‘speak’ to me and I finally heard HIM today – my dad decided to attend the Christmas service at my sister’s church tomorrow. I couldn’t be sure if he or mom might change their mind tomorrow but this is a stepping stone. I felt ashamed that I have doubted not only myself but God. Indeed, the Lord works in ways that I might not understand. I thank the Lord for revealing the feelings that I had buried in my heart for the last 9 years in regards to Christmas day. Indeed our Lord is great. Merry Christmas!!!

‘D’

I have always wanted to work with people with special need after I attended ‘Gift Camp’ in 2009 with Peng You. After I have completed my Diploma in ‘Child Psychology and Learning Disorder’ from Linguistic Council In April this year, I felt the desire to work with these people escalated. I kept praying and looking for opportunities and after 5 months of waiting, finally the Lord brought me to D who is a 7 year old autistic boy. It’s been 3 months since I have started working with him and though there were some rough and challenging times, I still enjoy the time spent with him. Sometimes he would smile, laugh, cry and throw tantrums and at times he could be quiet and calm. In those moments when he was calm and happy, we had so much fun together and during those times when he was frustrated and jerky, our times will be really challenging but nevertheless, it was always a great joy and privilege to be with him. Just a few days ago, after our session ended, he came into the room and gave me a Christmas gift of ‘Hello Kitty’ notebook. Being non-verbal, his mom prompted him to wish me ‘Merry Christmas’ after giving me the gift. I was really touched. Once again I am being reminded of the simple things in life which we shouldn’t take for granted such as our ability to read, speak, understanding and most of all being contented. Lord, there are many things in life which I do not understand but I know there is always a reason and purpose for them. Show me ways to love YOU and YOUR people with all my heart, soul, mind and strength.

Song: Out of the Blue – Michael Learns to Rock

I have almost forgotten about this song until recently when I chanced upon some old MLTR’s albums. I first listened to this song when I was 19 in the car of a friend. We were car-pooling to college and she just got a new album which was a compilation of MLTR’s biggest hits. The moment I hear it, I love it immediately. So, for most of our rides to college and back home, we will be listening to the album and when it comes to this song, I would be pressing the rewind button again and again until I was thoroughly satisfied. Out of all MLTR”s songs, this song touched me in a way I couldn’t explain. It must have been the memories of MP. She was the person in the car. She is a very dear friend of mine. Though we only emailed each other occasionally, it saddened me that we didn’t manage to keep this friendship.

SPAZZING: A Love Like Ssangchu Part 12 (Episode 34 & 35 – Manager for a Day & Aegyo Explosion)

Both HJand HB were so much more comfortable with one another as the episodes continue. In this episode, Buin has a performance in Busan for a group of army. Shillang agreed to be her manager for the day which makes Buin really happy and excited. I really enjoyed the part where they were searching for the right attire for Buin. Shillang commented in the backroom interview that Buin’s attired is the biggest problem. As most of the viewers know, he dislikes revealing clothes on his buin. I find his expression really cute. He was angry but he was trying to conceal it. I also love the part where they have voice training. Their competitive streak was really awesome.

 

The ‘mission’ Shillang gave to Buin to perform on stage was really hilarious. I thought he was saying that as a joke but it turns out that he really meant it. What was surprising was, Buin really did perform the ‘missions’ (those who have watched it know what I am talking about). I also loved the part where they were talking and spending time in the apartment in Busan after Buin’s performances. With KHJ, there is not a single dull moment. We do know that he is really quiet and would prefers to stay silence but one can’t help but to notice that whenever he is around, there are bound to be laughter. They even took a family pix withJins which turn out really nice.

 

The ‘cute’ act (Aegyo) which Shillang (and the rest of us) was anticipating was finally performed. It awkwardness was overflowing with their cuteness. We could see HB was really shy but she did it anyway.

 

Books: Catching Jordan by Miranda Kenneally

Catching Jordan is a really nice and enjoyable read. All those rave reviews really meet my expectations. What I like or love about this book is, Jordan Wood is the girl I wanted to be – smart, easy going, tough, the girl all guys love to have and protect as a best friend and a very typical, simple, ordinary girl who takes her dreams seriously and at the same time figuring out how to become ladylike.

I love the fact that she is surrounded by really great friends, even though all of them were guys from her football team where she is the captain and quarterback, that’s just so cool. The friendship between Jordan and her guy friends, especially her best friend, Henry was what drawn me most in the book. I admire how the writer emphasizes the little details of their friendship to make it so enjoyable and fun while reading. It was so thoughtful and sweet of Henry to put Jordan first in their friendship even though he was secretly in love with her, his best friend since they were 8 years old. In real life, it’s not easy to find a guy friend whom you can share everything little details of your life. However, life is not smooth sailing all the way for Jordan. When she found out about Henry’s secret admiration on her, she has already started dating Ty, a new member to the team, and their friendship changed. Though both of them wanted things to remain the same, but change is inevitable. That was the most difficult part of the book for me. I felt the disappointment and hurt in Jordan when Henry distant himself from her. I actually missed Henry…missed having him around in Jordan’s house, cracking jokes with her and having that special bonding that only both of them possess. Not that I don’t like Ty, but I favored Henry more because he is just so sweet. Most of all, he is friend no one should say no to!!!!

Besides that, Jordan has a great brother-sister relationship with his one and only brother, Mike. It just makes me so envious that she could tell him all the problems in her life, even her crush on Ty without having to feel embarrass and have his full support about her dreams to play football in college in which their dad was really against just because she was a – GIRL!!.

Overall, the book was engaging and pleasant. It’s not too teenagy and I love that about YA books.

Movie: Twiligh Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1

I have thought for a long time before I finally decided to watch the movie. I was quite apprehensive at first because being a Twilight fan; I do not want the movie to spoil my love for the book. Moreover, reading ‘The Stars’ review and comments doesn’t help at all. Eda, though not a Twilight fans urged me to give it a try. After all, we have watched the first two installments and we both survived. In fact, I kind of like them though not as much as the book itself.

Well, now that I have watched it, what do I thought about it? AHA…I survived. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be (blame it all on the critiques which I heard and read). Again, I would emphasize that the movie is nothing compared to the book and with the ‘superb’ censorship, some important elements of the story has been lost but nevertheless, the essence of the story was still there. There wasn’t anything spectacular or amazing about the show but there is a sense of fulfillment. The first 30 minutes of the wedding and honeymoon was quite a drag and slow but the movie picks up soon after. It wasn’t a fabulous movie but was quite enjoyable. I think both the movies and the books would not receive so much negative comments if the media wasn’t so hyped up about the whole thing.

For those die-hard Twilight fans, I am sure no matter how the movie turns out, all of you will still be crazy over it. Isn’t it every girl’s dream to have her own Edward Cullen? Well, dream on and this is exactly what the movie will do.

Movie: She’s All That (1999) – Song: Six Pence None The Richer – Kiss Me

This movie has a special place in my heart. It was during the time in my life when I was going through the phases of growing up, figuring things out, making a whole new set of friends, taking on more responsibilities, lamenting about my ugly glasses, short hair and uninteresting wardrobe, finding myself and understanding myself. Though this movie was 12 years ago, I don’t think the theme is any less interesting. The not-so-popular-girl getting the attention of a popular jock in school still fascinates teenagers; including adults (I guess the only adult would be ME!!).

I have not watched teenage flicks for as long as I could remember thus I have no idea what are the expectations of today’s teenage movies. Today’s teens might find this movie boring and lame but as I was watching it again yesterday, I found myself enjoying it. Although the giddiness is long gone, the excitement is still there. A big part of it was due to the memories I have with this movie not so much of the acting. Come to think of it, Rachael Leigh Cook’s acting wasn’t that great and so was Freddie Prinze Jr. But, I didn’t realize that back then. I just felt they were awesome – oh well, as a teenager back then everything was awesome or so I thought!!!!Coming back to the memories, I remembered clearly how I wished I could be Rachael Leigh Cook – an ugly duckling turning into a swan (well, she was supposed to the ugly duckling but she looks nothing like one, even with those hideous, big-framed glasses and plain looking clothes). If every ugly duckling looks like her, I want to be one!!!! There was this scene where she had a makeover and walked down the stairs in a very nice bare-shoulder red dress without the glasses, looking stunning, I wished one day I could be like that too. I came to realize that no matter how beautiful we are, there is always a part of us who feels like an ugly duckling. Though appearances are important, it was the inner-self that is top priority. It was a lesson I will always remember. And you know what; it actually came true for me – wearing the little red dress and feeling beautiful, not only just once……… ^_^

Books: We’ll Always Have Summer by Jenny Han

In just a span of a week, I finally bid goodbye to Jenny Han’s summer series in ‘We’ll Always Have Summer’.  I thoroughly enjoyed this book. Though I just discovered her, Jenny Han is one of the YA writers whom I like. She is able to make me feel like I am part of Belly and the boys’ lives.

 

In this final series, Belly finally grew up. Though I might not always agree with her actions and decisions in the book, I do understand the reasons behind it. Being 19, most of us are still in the phase and process of finding ourselves, figuring things out and making mistakes. However, one thing for sure, Belly loves the boys whom she had known all her life. It was a genuine love. Though she might have been attracted more to Conrad, that doesn’t mean her love for Jeremiah is any less. It’s just a different degree of love. She has picked her choice many years ago but she was sort of pushed to abandon it. Though the second choice is equally good, it’s just not the same because it’s not her first.

 

Jeremiah…how do I describe him? Though he is just a character from the book, I wished I could have a brother and friend like him. Can we get anyone as sweet and nice as him? He has always love and protected Belly and was her best friend and great buddy. Although deep in his heart he knows Belly doesn’t feel the same way, he has never given up. He waited for her patiently all these years. Eventually, he got what he wanted but was he happy?? He was but there was always this feeling that it isn’t real.

 

I have always been curious about Conrad from the very beginning. I find him charming and smart but at times he could be a jerk but I understood where he was coming from. I especially love how Conrad and Belly connected in this book. Though they did not have many opportunities to be together, those short times that they had together were really important. Since Jenny Han’s included Conrad’s POV in this book, I get to know more about him and how important Belly was to him.

 

The memories and the flashbacks to their childhood never fail to break my heart. It was from these flashbacks that we get a clearer picture of their friendships. At times, it was sweet and other times it was heart wrenching. They make me feel the longing and yearning for such friendships.

 

As I flipped the final page, I was relieved that it has finally ended on a good note. Well, even if the ending would have been different, I don’t think I would mind because I love Conrad and Jeremiah both equally. However, there is a tinge of sadness because throughout these series, I have came to love Belly and the boys and it felt like saying goodbye to a childhood friend.

 

 

Books: It’s Not Summer without You by Jenny Han

 

 

By now, I am sure most of you would have realized that I enjoyed reading YA books even though I am already half their age. Well, I enjoy the simple fact that I could enjoy a good book, in regardless of the themes!!

This is the sequel of ‘That Summer I Turned Pretty’. To be honest, I loved this book a lot more than the first book. I always thought sequels would not be as great as the first but I was wrong. Well, this is definitely the perfect book for teenagers who are in the process of grieving for the loss of their love ones, in search for the meaning of friendships, trying to understand the relationship between mother and daughter and of course, what does crushes and love means.

I like Belly, the main character of the book but at times I find her really childish. But what can I expect from a 16-year-old girl? Well, come to think of it, Belly isn’t ashamed (sometimes) about her outburst because this girl just need to get it off her chest especially it comes to dealing with Conrad. I enjoyed the friendship she had with the two boys, Conrad and Jeremiah, who were her soul mates ever since she could remember because their mothers were best friends for since – FOREVER!!! Even after the death of the boys’ mother, Susannah, nothing could change their love for one another. The love triangle between Belly and the three boys still got me curious (on one hand, I really wish Conrad would admit his love for Belly and on the other hand, I wanted Belly to be with the ever-so-sweet Jeremiah).

The emotions described in the book were surprisingly real. The longing and yearning for things to change and at the same time to remain unchanged was how I felt about the book. In some ways, it reflects my feelings. There were times in my life that I wished there were changes and at the same time wanting things to remain the same. And knowing there will be changes and wishing it would not.

Books: Twilight Saga – What was the craze about???

I wrote an entrée (both on the book and movie of the first installment) and still I am intrigued and amaze how a simple, paranormal teenage romance could have such a breakthrough with so many people worldwide, including myself. I have never intended to read or watch any of the ‘Twilight’s series but all those hyped made me curious. The moment I read the first line of the book, I knew for sure I was hooked. Is it the style of writing? Or perhaps the characters? Or maybe the simple fact of an unattainable teenage romance? I am still lost for words!!  Though the books and movies garner many fans worldwide, there were many who scorned and criticize it. Some deemed it childish, cheesy, and nauseated and the list goes on. Prior to this, I have never read any books on vampires or paranormal before thus I have none to compare to but after this series I went on to read some other paranormal books but I was utterly disappointed (maybe I didn’t select the right one).  I like the simple fact that ‘Twilight’ was just SIMPLE. There was no complicated storyline, plot or characters. The pace of the book was quite fast, no lingering over unnecessary stuff. Moreover, the special powers that the vampires and wolves pack possess were interesting and not overly used or displayed which make this series more likeable and real. I guess other paranormal fail on me because they tried so hard to add more to the characters and storyline but all I want is just a simple teenage love story. Therefore, this is the appeal of ‘Twilight Saga’ to me.

Note: The first part of the final installment of Twilight Saga, ‘Breaking Dawn’ will be shown in our local cinemas by end of this month. I am still debating whether I should join in the craze because I have missed ‘Eclipse’ last year. Should I??? Will it spoil the story for me cuz I really loveeeee the book……

Books: The Summer I Turned Pretty by Jenny Han

I wouldn’t say I love this book but it was a good read for a perfect beach vacation. Like any YA books, I am sure it will have the girls’ heart thumping in anticipations, anger and frustrations. I enjoyed Jenny Han’s way of handling the friendship between Belly and her brother, Steven and their two best friends, Conrad and Jeremiah. I like how this book was centered on their friendships instead of just crushes and romance. This book, in a way did make one feel good about friendships and how important they are in our lives. Reading about all those beach parties, cooling off the summer heat with ice-creams, getting tan swimming in the ocean and most of all, having to do nothing for the whole 3 months make me want to have a summer holiday too. The only drawback was, there were many flash backs that I got confused and at times I can’t understand Conrad at all but then again, he made me curious and I wanted to find out more about him. By the end of the book, I was still curious of Conrad. I am now reading the 2nd book to find out more about him and the rest of them!!!

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SPAZZING: A Love Like Ssangchu Part 11 (Episode 32 & 33 –Cucumbers are Delicious & Blind Dates for Young Masters)

After a fun trip at ‘Everland’, the ‘Ssangchu’ couple went home to prepare a ‘Blind Date’ dinner for the young masters (Hyung Jung and Kyu Jong) and two members of ‘Wonder Girls’ without prior notice, thus this will be a surprise for the young masters and ‘Wonder Girls’.

I really love this episode because we could see a more relax Ssangchu couple. Though the awkwardness is still there, they are more comfortable with one another. From some reports I read, HB was trying her best not to get too near to HJbecause she is afraid of HJ’s fans. But from the backroom interviews and the interaction in this episode, we could clearly see that they have begun to enjoy each others’ company and get used to their behaviour and attitudes. Moreover, I would like to point out that HB has become more beautiful (she has always been beautiful from the first episode but in the recent episodes, she looks younger. I guess because her hair was longer now and that make her look feminine) and HJ has definitely grown up (I am talking in terms of his looks and behaviour). Somehow, starting from episode 29, ‘Ant Tour’, he looks more mature. For the first time in all the episodes, I saw unity and cooperation in the Ssangchu couple. I guess, since they are the match makers, they have to work together to make it fun. But really, they both look really good together in this episode. The way they look at each others was different too. The shyness was still there but they were more assured. Instead of a stranger, they treat each other better. That’s what makes it interesting. Can they get more cuter than this???

Overall, many hilarious things happened in this episode. I love their interaction while peeling sweet potatoes regarding the ‘cute whining’, HJ’s conservativeness in regards to HB’s dress, his possessiveness of buin around the young masters, the telephone call and lastly, their ‘Nobody’ dance routine….that was really cute….

Piano: So Goodbye – City Hunter OST

I tend to fall in love with the songs from dramas that I watched thus City Hunter was no exception. I guessed it was the great acting (who could denied the deep emotion LMH has for PMY), intense expressions and emotions (LMH could just convinced me about almost anything after this drama), beautiful scenery coupled with brilliant camera angle (I really love how the director film the entire drama. The way certain angle was shown was really nice especially the action scenes) that make me like this particular song. Well, once again the feeling that I felt while watching this drama came rushing back to me while practicing this piano piece. Letting go of Lee Yun Seong and Kim Nana’s character prove to be quite difficult. But who says I am letting go??? I want this feeling to stay just like how all the other characters from some fabulous dramas which I watched before!!!!

Books: Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma

 

Two people found love and fall deeply in love with one another. Isn’t that wonderful!!?? But what happens if that person is your own bother / sister? Do you feel disgusted, disappointed, remorse, maybe, or frustrated? Indeed these were the exact feelings that both Lochan and Maya felt when they no longer conceal their forbidden love for one another.

I am really not a fan of incestuous-relationship books after V. C. Andrew’s ‘Flower in the Attic’ series but I really wanted to give this book a try after reading raved review about it. I have to say that this book is written in such a serious manner (it’s a YA book) that you can’t help but feel the pain of Lochan and Maya, and also to be understanding of their situation, at some point. However, I am still very much against the idea of incest no matter how valid the reason is. In fact, I don’t think there is any valid reason to be involved sexually with your own siblings. That aside, I do enjoyed the characters development and especially on how both Lochan and Maya came to the realization of their attraction for one another. Besides the seriousness of the book, I love the fast pace of it as well. It’s a page turner and at times I get sucked into their mixed up emotions. Moreover, I was really curious how the ending would be? Well, I was devastated but this is the kind of ending that I wanted. If the ending turned out to be like those ordinary ‘happily ever after’, I would definitely hurled this book across the bedroom (well, in my case, I would be smashing up my computer screen). Ending where everything magically resolved infuriate me because in real life, it is always not the case.

This book gave me a very lasting impression which I know I will not forget for a long time but I will not read it again. Once is definitely enough. This is such a controversial and taboo subject yet Tabitha Suzuma was able to write in such a way that make me feel so intrigued, disgusted and yet feeling pity and sad all at the same time.

Can’t Let Go – ‘Scent of a Woman’

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Sometimes, I do confess that I could be a lil crazy and insane – but in a good way, I think. Well, one such instance is my craziness over K-dramas.  Like many other K-dramas, I am really smitten and drawn to SOAW, in particular LDW thus I am re-watching it in a span of one month after the final episode. Though I knew he was a great actor from the drama ‘My Girl’ in 2006 that was basically about it. It was in SOAW that got me hooked. I was really impressed with his acting that I marathon-watched most of his previous projects (Partners, Hanoi Bride, Perfect Couple, The Recipe, Bittersweet Life’ and Heartbreak Library) in a span of 2 weeks. Of all his projects, SOAW was the best because of the storyline, how he brings out the character of KangJi Wook and of course, he has grown so mature in the past two years that I would doubt it if he were to take up this character years earlier. Who could forget the hurt and pain as well as the cute and adorable expressions he shown in the drama? (I am sure no one in their right frame of mind would forget ‘Nayo’). He is neither handsome nor in the league of those Hallyu stars but when he acts, there is this charm of his that could suck you in. Even without the ‘looks’, he suit many different styles and he is convincing in any type of characters that he plays. I believe he will garner much attention and popularity because of his great acting as well as his very humble and down-to-earth personality.

Social Club: Nov 2011

After 3 months of absent (due to my sign language course), finally I was able to see all ‘my precious’ again this morning during Social Club. The moment I stepped into the hall, there was a warm welcome from some of them. They rushed to my side and asked about me, with smile and kindness in their eyes. It was just a great and awesome feeling which I don’t think anything could measure up. They made me feel so welcome, accepted and love. They were so carefree and happy. It was this simplicity which encourages me to come every month. It makes me appreciate the simple things in life and get me back to reality.

This month’s social club was different from the previous month as they were practicing and having a full-dress rehearsal for the upcoming Christmas Party next month. It was the story of Joseph and Mary, which WL has, came up with. It was a great feeling to see all of them having fun though it was difficult to get all of them in their positions. WL did a wonderful job in managing them. Though there were still far from perfect in their performances, it was their enthusiasm, joy and excitement which make the entire play meaningful and full of love.

Once again I have been reminded of our Lord’s love for all of us through them…..

Book: Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson

 

In the beginning, I was curious thus I kept reading but half way, it became boring and a lil draggy but the story picked up towards the end. Unlike many other books on eating disorder, I find this really real and at some point scary. I appreciate the book, or more so the author, for tackling such an important issues which many teenagers face today. I could feel Lia’s frustrations, anger, fear and her self-reasoning for being stuck in such a situation. All teenagers as well as parents and teachers should read this book to gain a better understanding on eating disorder and how deadly this disorder is. Sometimes, it’s not as simple as just wanting to be slim and thin. It’s much more than that. This books, I believe could create awareness as well as getting the message across.

Random Musing on K-Drama: Princess Hour a.k.a Goong

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Recently I re-watched ‘Princess Hour’ and again I was filled with giddiness. It brought me back to 5 years ago when I first watch it and fell deeply in love with this drama. Besides ‘My Name is Kim Sam Soon’, this is the only K-drama that I have watched more than 3 times and never get tired of it. Though the story is all make-believe (it’s about the modern day royal /palace ofKorea which doesn’t exist), it was the storyline and great acting which captured my attention and interest. Once again, I was drawn to the make-believe royal romance.

Movie: Hear Me (2010)

 

After attending the sign language course, I was really interested in movies on this subject thus Xiao Xiao recommended this Taiwanese movie to me. Throughout the 2 hours, there isn’t much verbal conversation as most of the characters in the movie communicate using sign language. What impresses me most was, all the actors and actresses in the movie sign with such professionalism that I could easily assumed that they have learned sign language throughout their lives. Overall, this is an interesting movie. I especially love the relationship between the two sisters. This movie inspired me that being good at sign language is not at all impossible.

The Silent World

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Last Saturday, after 2 months of classes, I finally graduated from my sign language basic course at YMCA together with 4 other course mates (Wai Mei, Xiao Xiao, Sophia and Yee Loon). Though there was no fanciful celebration, we were really excited and happy. I really enjoyed the course with my classmates and interacting with our instructor, Miss Anne Laura (Loula). There were many instances where I was really blurred from all the signage but Miss Loula was really helpful in explaining them to us by writing on the board or finger spelling them for us. The silent world is a completely different world from us. We are all Malaysians, yet we do not understand each other because of our ‘differences’ and this is something which bother me. However, I believe, with determination, passion and hard work, we could eliminate the gap between us.

PSN: ABA 1

It’s been six weeks since I responded to the email and gotten the call from the parent. I have already started with the training and have been going solo for a few weeks. Well, I wouldn’t say it was tough but it is definitely not easy. I had one of my most challenging time a few weeks ago with D. He was really testing and checking me out by having tantrums and refusing to complete tasks. I have expected it but it was quite a blow to me to actually experience it. So far, I am enjoying the work and having the desire to learn and experience new things. I thank the Lord for opening doors for me.

Yesterday’s session with D was pretty fun though at times he would kick and scratch. In the last 6 weeks, I have gotten more scars and bruise than I ever had in my entire life. I enjoyed my session with him and we played tickle and swing together. I was pretty exhausted but I had fun too. I am glad his verbal has improved but we need to continue in order for him to improve further. In these 6 weeks, I have learned to love and care for him. May our time spent together will be enjoyable and purposeful for him.

Still Rambling on – ‘Scent of a Woman’

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It’s always fun and interesting to read of celebrities having great working relationships or chemistry with their co-stars or crew members. One such couple isLDWand KSA a.k.a KangJi Wook and Lee YeonJae of ‘Scent of a Woman’. After watching the finale, I went online in search of BTS vids / articles, and I was utterly surprised to discover how good their relationship was off-camera. It’s no wonder they could gave off such great and real-life acting on-screen. Not only both of them, but the supporting cast and crew members as well. With a supportive, encouraging and happy environment, all the casts and crew were able to work long hours without complaints and with a sense of joy and anticipation. And I believe because of this wonderful relationship that this drama was such a success. It was their fantastic relationships that had held the team together. I also love watching how they goofed around during break time and laughed and joked together during their NGs. ThoughLDWand KSA were still unable to convince me with their unlikely pairing, I can’t stop watching vids of them. I just love their interaction and their new found friendship.

After the drama wrapped up, the entire crew and cast went off toCebufor a vacation and this is what I meant by great working relationships which has turned into friendships

I am really glad thatLDWaccepted this drama as his first project once he was released from the national service. He has always been a great actor but through this drama we could see a very refined and seasoned actor in him. Indeed, the 2 years training in the Army has done him good (he looks so much mature and in terms of his physic, those six-packs are to die for).

So, let’s enjoy those special moments of the casts (with the pictures above).

WESTLIFE LIVE IN KUALA LUMPUR 2011

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Westlife has been around for the past 14 years and is still standing strong. Their popularity could be seen from the enthusiasm and excitement from the fans in the Putra Stadium last Friday night during their live performance. Eda who has been their loyal fan since their first single ‘Swear it Again’ way back in 1999 was ecstatic when news about theirAsia tour was released. Since she has been so sweet in getting me my b-day present, without hesitation I agreed to go with her. What came as a surprise and more excitement to her was she managed to get 4 additional free tix through various competitions.

Though I am not a big fan of them, I had a great time singing along to the songs from their earlier albums. Besides their great voices and good sense of humor, I am really impressed with their friendliness and their appreciation towards the Malaysian fans. I am glad that Eda went for this concert. She was really excited and happy, and this is really what I want for her. Moreover, two of her former classmates also went with us (she gave them 2 of the free tix) and we had a blast on that night.

The feeling of a live concert was once again felt after 8 years and it was a good feeling. I truly enjoy the concert, not only because of their songs but just seeing the happy and excited faces of Eda and the rest of the people in the stadium made my day.

SPAZZING: A Love Like Ssangchu Part 10 (Episode 31 Everland Theme Park)

The Ssangchu Couple had a great outing at the ‘EverlandTheme Park’. The first ride they went on was the Roller-Coaster ride. As usual, the 4D Shillang made a bet with Buin that whoever able to retain a calm composure will win. The one who loses will have to perform ‘cute’ act in front of the crowds. The moment the ride began, fear and regrets could be seen on their faces, hahaha. It was really funny how both of them tried to conceal their fear and kept their expression calm, especially Shillang. Finally, after the ride ended, they went over to look at the photos and guess what, Shillang lost. So he had to do a ‘cute’ act. Well, personally I love it. It just shows how crazy his mind could get.

Another scene which I really enjoyed was during their lunch break. They decided to invite the Young Masters (SS501 members) for dinner. Immediately Shillang called Kyu Jong and asked him and Hyung Jun to drop by tonight. Kyu Jong sounded gorgy because he was taking a nap when the call came. It seems Shillang was unconcerned about that and he went straight to the point and instructing him to come. Well, bluntness is what we can expect from him. The conversation came to the part where Buin wanted to introduce girls to the Young Masters but she was afraid that those she introduce will be of her age (28 years old is actually not old, it’s just that Shillang being 22 is so young). This is the part that makes me laugh: Shillang told Buin that ‘I have become a better person after meeting with you, Buin’, HAHAHAHA. We could see Buin’s touched and satisfied look. Whoa…they have come a long way to be as close as they are now. Other scenes that were fun and hilarious were during the ‘shooting’ competition and the couple taking turns to ‘piggy back’ one another. Some of the backroom interviews were good too. We actually got to know their feelings better.

From what I observed in this episode, this couple has indeed improved a lot. They are more at ease with one another and able to joke without any restraints. Not that there were in the first place, but I could see how comfortable Shillang was with Buin. There were some instances that Shillang does which make Buin really happy. Instead of making something happen by force, theirs was a journey which goes by their own rules.

My Random Musing on K-Drama: Scent of a Woman – Finale

I watched the final episode yesterday and it was really satisfying. I was not at all disappointed although at some point I wanted a really sad ending. But it was much more satisfying knowing that YeonJae is still soldering on and living a happy life despite her terminal cancer. Both Lee Dong Wook and Kim Sun Ah were still unable to convince me with their unlikely pairing and non on-screen chemistry but from Episode 7 onwards, I did notice that Lee was able to give out a much better performance as compared in the beginning. Both of them played out their role really well and I enjoyed the interaction and the sweet moments of the couple. It saddened me to think that all these sweet moments will only remain as memories as YeonJae is fighting against time to do what she wishes in the last 6 months. I love the fact that the drama is really realistic in dealing with human’s fear, disappointment, selfishness, needs, dreams and just the simple fact of wanting to live. One of the scenes from the entire 16 episodes that remain one of my favourites was during the hospital scene where Yeon Jae was really sick and Ji Wook lay down next to her and held her close while she closes her eyes. That moment was very poignant, heart wrenching and brought tears to my eyes. I thought we were losing Yeon Jae.

This drama got me pondering about Yoon Jae’s ‘Bucket List’. I feel that every one of us should have one. We spend so much time fretting, complaining and getting upset over trivial things that we fail to see the important things in life. Most of our time is spent carelessly without much thought. Our time is precious and though it sounds cliché, ‘we can never turn back the clock’ therefore we should use our time meaningfully and with purpose. As Yeon Jae reviewed her Bucket list and adding onto it, I can’t help but think that such simple act speaks volume. It shows that, even after the 6 stipulated months, she is not giving up on achieving her dreams – which is a simple as just wanting her mom to smile everyday, to try on a wedding gown, seeking forgives, and some witty and naughty stuff such as taking revenge on those who has belittled her. No matter what our Bucket List might be, let’s not forget that life is indeed precious. I think I should just sit down and work on my Bucket List ^_^

Piano: Rainie Yang – Wo Men Dou Sha

Finally, after weeks of practice, I am done with recording this piano piece. Throughout the practice, I enjoy myself immensely. It was quite difficult in the beginning especially the chorus part where I have to play the 1st and the 8th notes together. I was frustrated when I couldn’t get it right and kept on repeating. But all those effort paid off in the end. Though it still doesn’t sound like any professional pianist, I am thoroughly satisfied with it.

Since I have completed recording this piano piece, I will continue to practice because this song reminds me of DTLY, my most fav T-Drama to date. Ah…now, it’s time to move on to another piano piece. I just started on some of the piano piece from ‘City Hunter’ OST. Wish me luck!!!

My Random Musing on K-Drama: Scent of a Woman

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I hesitated to jump straight into a new K-drama after ‘City Hunter’ (BECOZ, I am still very much dazed and awed by Lee Min Ho’s portrayal of Lee Yun Seong and his bickering yet sweet relationship with Kim Nana ^_^) but after I read the synopsis, I decided to give ‘Scent of a Woman’ a try. Immediately, I love it. The show was engaging with promising plot and storyline, and seems to be moving in the right momentum. I am a real sucker for ‘rich-guy-falling-for-poor-damsel-in-distress’ kinda show so this drama really soar high in this category.

In regards to the acting, both Lee Dong-Wook and Kim Sun-Ah were great actors but I feel they were unable to bring out the emotions and expressions of their characters in the earlier part of the drama. For example, Kim Sun-Ah’s expression was always almost the same: dead-pan irritated!! She tried to be funny by showing comical facial expressions and acting cutesy but it just didn’t work. However, as the drama progress, I fell in love with her character as well as her acting. Her crying scenes were so real and emotional that you almost cry with her.

Lee Dong-Wook is one handsome guy who was able to portray the cool, irritating yet gentle son of a chaebol’s owner yet he was still lacking in some in-depth expression in the beginning part of the drama. I guess, I fail to realize that he was suppose to be behaving this way. As the drama progress, I understand why and he was really suitable for this role.  I do not find any on-screen chemistry between them but that’s not a problem. Sometimes, the very unlikely pairing will give off a very unique feeling to the viewers which I find with this couple. But as I continue to watch, I feel they are very well suited for one another because of their intense and real on-screen expression.

I love all the angst, tension and bickering between the unlikely pair (it wouldn’t be known as a romantic K-drama without any bickering between the hero and heroine). I could foresee more heartbreak starting from the next few episodes. So ladies, get your tissues ready!!!

POEM: Distress

Nothing could stop
the tears from flowing,
My heart ache
from the piercing thought,
Nothing could be done
to ease the pain,
My soul is too fragile
to cry out,
Deep within is sorrow
that surrounds me,
I dwell in agony all night long,
Waiting for it to end….

POEM: A Fren like You

I have found a fren
in you,
With loving and caring heart,
you give without ceasing,
Your sweet embrace
fills me with warmth,
Your kindness uplift my spirit,
A fren like you
will I treasure forevermore….

SPAZZING: A Love Like Ssangchu Part 9 (Episode 27 & 28 – Farewell Journey)

 

The episode started off by HB showing HJtheir 100^th day wedding photo album. While they were flipping through the album, the viewers get the chance to see the outcome of their ‘difficult’ shooting which turn out to be really nice. After looking through the album, HJ remarked that the ‘kissing’ photo was not included and that sort of angered him. His reason was, it took them so long and much difficulty to get it done and yet the photo was not included in their album. ‘I will call them and demand from them’…. which sent HB and the viewers laughing. In the mean time they opened their mission letter and to their surprise, it was their farewell journey. Both of them were shocked and were quiet to let the emotion sink in. It was the day they got their 100^th day wedding album and yet it was also to be their last day as a couple. After recovering from their shock, they began to write down their wish on how to spend the day together. At last, it was decided that they will spend the day by playing sports which later turn out to be an unexpected mini Olympic which sends all of us laughing. There is no end to their wits and jokes when it comes to Ssangchu Couple. 

The couple started off by making vest for one another. Some poignant moments were talked about such as during the time when HJbought medicine for HB who was sick. She revealed she was really touch and asked him were there any incidences in which he was disappointed in her. After a while, HJmentioned it was during their farm mission when she said…’When I get married’…. He tried to play it cool by laughing but inside he was like…’What is this girl’… that made HB really happy that this kid-groom is more than meet the eyes. After the vest was done, HB took out couple T-shirts and to her surprise, HJ didn’t want to alter it like how he used to in the earlier episodes. They got change and took a photo for remembrance.

 Before they proceed, they made a call to the wedding studio which turns out to be really hilarious (those of you who have watched it, you know what I mean). HJbluntness and straightforward attitude is really something to laugh about. After much laughter, the wedding studio promised to send the photos to them.

The rest of the day was spent completing their mini Olympic which turn out to be really funny and hilarious. Both of them can’t help but to compete with one another in the various categories, such as high jump, 100 meter dash, badminton and lastly 10 laps round the track. Of course, HJwon. They have already bet that whoever loses will have to (1) cook dinner, (2) piggy-back the other person and lastly (3) give a kiss on the cheek.

 What I really adored about this episode was, both of them really complement each other in many ways. Though they may seem awkward and behave nothing like a married couple, their actions and conversation are full of wit and laughter. As I mentioned again, instead of a lovey-dovey couple, this kind of relationship is much more charming and enjoyable. This is something out of the norm. I guess it was because they are so different and they are not bothered by it that makes the viewers wanting for more.

My Random Musing on K-Drama: City Hunter

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Well, I am not gonna write any summary on this drama coz 1) I am still in the midst of watching it, and 2) I need more time to digest it (not that it was difficult but I just want to take the time to analyze the drama and enjoy it to the fullest

Since there is no summary, I would prefer to express my thoughts on this drama. When news broke that Lee Min Ho (LMH) will be in the upcoming SBS  ‘City Hunter’ in early FebruaryI have absolute no interest in watching because I thought it was those ‘super-hero-saves-the-day’ kind of drama (thanks to my sister who got the wrong information. Moreover, I was not a Lee Min Ho fan (take note here, it was in the past tense. How could anyone not like him as Lee Yun Seong after watching all those action moves he did without any stunts?) Anyway, since my cousin from Singapore recommended it  I decided to give it a try and WHOAM!!! I totally like it. It’s not about a super hero saving the day but more on fighting for justice and avenging his father’s cruel death. Yup, like all those other K-dramas, this one was filled with loopholes and unrealistic plot but the acting by all the casts and the storyline had me smitten. LMH and Park Min Young (PMY) totally had me glued to the computer screen, especially LMH (I am not referring to his looks – well, he’s definitely good looking – but his expressions). I have watched him in BOF and I find that his portrayal of Goo Jun Pyo was cute, adorable and at times pain in the butt but he was able to delivered all those expression and emotions. Then, on and off I would watch ‘Personal Taste’ because of my eldest sis and my 4-year-old niece, and I find he was able to portray a more mature character. Now in City Hunter, he showed a different side of him which is much serious though at time I could see a lil Goo Jun Pyo in him. 

Maybe I have not really look at his acting seriously but after this drama, I could say, LMH is one brilliant and good actor. I love how he could display hurt, pain, conflict, love, gentleness and be adorable all at the same time. It seems he really did look into each of the scenes to be able to portray them in such a way. His emotional scenes were something to be praised about too. He was so engrossed in the scenes that he could just tear instantly and while all the while maintaining his strong, cool and yet manly composure. As I looked past his acting, I saw another side of him. While expressing his emotions and feelings in the drama, it was as if I could see the ‘real’ him. I don’t know how to explain this but I see his character as him. On further observation, despite the ‘coolness’ and ‘seriousness’ of the character, I could see the cuteness in him which I found, really, was adorable (again I am emphasizing that I am merely describing my thoughts not because I am smitten by LMH).

Eight more episodes to go…..I am vary of the ending and yet anticipating it. I didn’t read any recaps or spoilers just so I could further anticipate it.

Edited: I finally watched the last episode last week. I wasn’t at all disappointed with it but of course, it would have been better if we could have more scenes between Yun Seong and Nana. It seemed that the final episode was a bit too rushed but still within the story line. Let’s hope there is Part 2 with the same casts. Ah…I am going to miss the serious yet witty Yun Seong and the bubbly Nana (I am already am….SIGH).

My Random Musing on K-Drama: 49 days

If all the would-be dead were given a chance to inhibit the body of the living for 49 days to save them from dying do you think all of us would accept it? (Of course, there are rules and regulations that one has to follow if not, the 49 days will be gone in a second and you will be as good as dead – literally). Well the answer is….. I will leave it till the end to comment.

’49 Days’, the K-drama which I have been watching and reading the recaps had me pondering about life. I do not believe in the afterlife or the ‘in-between’ but its alwiz fun to watch something out of the ordinary. Moreover, this is a total tear-jerker but not without some fun and exciting moments. I enjoyed how all the characters were played out, how the plot moves at a very decent speed in unfolding truth in each episode that got me wanting for more as well as the characters themselves.

 ‘49 Days’ touched my heart in several ways. I believed the afterlife/spirits in the drama is to make it more fun and exciting but the message is clear. It is a reminder that we should appreciate life before it’s too late and at the same time not holding on to the past which could cripple our ability to move on.

As each episode unfolds, I grew fonder of Yi-Kyung, an orphan who live a desolate and depressing life for the past 5 years after the death of her boyfriend. She was holding on to the past which make it difficult if not impossible for her to go on. I felt her frustration and her pain. Because of Ji-Hyun, Yi-Kyung found her life back.

Ji-Hyun, the daughter of a rich businessman was about to get married but left in a coma after a car accident which indirectly caused by Yi-Kyung (which no one knows except us viewers and ‘Reaper Boy’ (well, I do not know what to call him cause he is the ‘spirit’ from the afterlife whose mission is to guide the soul of the dead to the other side of the world). So, here is how the 49 days deal came about.Ji-Hyun’s spirit refuses to go with Reaper Boy thus he gave her a chance: for the next 49 days, ifJi-Hyun is able to collect three pure tears from 3 people (family does not count) who truly loves her, then she does not need to die. Wow!!! How easy is that…. Until she finds out that, those whom she regards as friends are not her true friends at all. What is more heartbreaking was, her soon-to-be husband is actually plotting to take over her father’s company and having an affair with her best friend behind her back (not an affair actually because they were the real couple but plotting the downfall ofJi-Hyun thus the lies and betrayals).Ji-Hyun is able to fulfill her mission by using the host body which turns out to be Yi-Kyung. So, here the drama of 49 days starts.

I don’t know who had it worst, Yi-Kyung (who is alive but wishing she is dead so she could be reunited with ‘Reaper Boy’ – yup, he was her boyfriend but he has totally forgotten about her) orJi-Hyun, who is hanging on to life but wanting so much to live.

There were many heartbreaking scenes as well as sweet moments in this drama which make me cry buckets, laugh and giggle like a crazy school girl. I won’t say this drama is perfect but it fulfills my expectations and most importantly, gave me a very comfortable feeling. Although the ending wasn’t what I expected, I loved it. At least there was a closure and we have the hope that things will eventually get better.

So, would I want to take up the deal? YES!!! no qualms about it, even if I have to suffer the agony of watching my love ones suffer and cry for me without being able to see my spirit. BUT, I know I have eternal life because of Jesus Christ thus there is no need for me to take up the 49-day deal. But through this drama, it has showed me to appreciate my life and the people around me.

Youtube Video: Piano – Wo Men Dou Sha

Credit: yudan730

I really love this piano rendition of Rainie’s latest song for the DTLY OST. It was just so brilliant and awesome. Even after watching this video countless of time, I never get tired of it. I am in the midst of practicing this piano piece but I am no way near to this perfect.

S. Ministry

Right after my sign language course, I joined Nicole to observe the s. ministry that she is involved in. It was truly a humbling experience. I saw many people, mostly poor and homeless flocked the small eating area where food were being distributed. The look of forlorn and lost could be seen on their faces. But some look content. I later realized they were the ones who proceed for the follow-up classes after the food feeding. I joined in, in one of the classes and I realized how much these people are in need of love, hope and encouragement and they could find them in HIM. My heart has been touched.

Sign Language Course

I attended my first sign language class two Saturdays ago (27-Aug). There were about 8-10 of us. After an hour of brief introduction to the course by EeYong, we were introduced to our teacher, Anne Laura. She herself is deaf thus the entire lesson was in silence except for our laughter because Anne Laura is witty and funny. Besides learning of facial expression, we were also taught on signing colours. It was really amusing because, since Anne couldn’t hear what we say, we have to use non-verbal communication such as gestures. Since we have no idea how to, all sorts of signage came from our limited but creative mind.

I have always been fascinated and interested in sign language ever since secondary school. To me, it’s really amazing how one could communicate without speaking. Just like any languages, once you learn it, it makes sense. Just like learning Hangul. Now, when I watch Korean dramas, some of their conversations or words make sense and that’s a great feeling. The reason now I wanted to learn is because, I read from an internet article that it could be used to communicate with some autistic children who couldn’t use verbal communication. Isn’t that wonderful? This could open up their world to us and ours to theirs. Well, of course, not all autistic children are able to communicate using sign language but this could be one of the ways. Besides communicating with autistic children, I realized that there are many deaf and mute people in Malaysia which we couldn’t reach because of communication barriers. I hope this could open doors for us to understand and reach out the deaf and mute who has largely been ignored.

Birthday Celebration with my Family

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After my outing with Peng You this morning, I went out for a family dinner with my family including Sherina who was back from Singapore for a week’s visit. We had a simply yet scrumptious meal at a restaurant in Puchong before proceeding to Sunway Pyramid. Every year, my birthday celebration is the same: dinner and then window shopping!!! But I am not at all bored with it. It’s the time spent with my family that I enjoyed for every year during my birthday. I love to see their happy faces, smiles and laughter, hear their jokes and witty comments about each other. Family is indeed a blessing and gift from the Lord. I truly appreciate the time they spent with me and make it meaningful for me every year.

To all my dear frens,

Thank you for your smses. I really really appreciate them. Indeed, I am truly blessed to have frens like you ^_^

Random Thought: I bought a tix to Westlife concert for this coming October. Not that I am a fan of them but I wanted to accompany Eda who is really enthusiastic about it. This is the least I could do to show my appreciation for the surprise b-day present that she gave me.

A Blessed and Enjoyable Birthday Celebration with Peng You

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Another birthday has come and I thank the Lord for growing another year older. It is indeed a blessing to celebrate another birthday with great friends and family members.

Peng You and I spent my birthday at Sungei Wang by shopping for my bride’s maid’s dress, shoes and some accessories. As usual, we had a scrumptious breakfast at KL Sentral McDonald’s before proceeding to our designated shopping haven. Since we were early and the first day of Hari Raya, there wasn’t that many people thus we were able to shop leisurely. In just 2 hours, we were able to get a dress and a pair of shoes for me. What a huge relief for both of us since the wedding is in 2 weeks time.

This was the first time that we celebrated my birthday on the actual day therefore; it’s a special day for both of us. Time spent with Peng You is always fun and exciting. Though we do not always agree with one another (in this case were the dress and some accessories) we still had a good laugh over our differences. We also managed to enjoy some cooling dessert at ‘Snowflakes’. Besides delicious, what I enjoyed most is sharing it with Peng You. I believe it could only be done with someone you are really close and comfortable with.

 Dearest Peng You,

Thank you for the wonderful time that you spent with me on my birthday. I truly appreciate that you find the time despite your busyness in preparation for your upcoming wedding. Of course, I loveeeee the little gift. I will use it faithfully every nite ^_^ It was really thoughtful of you. The birthday card, filled with love, encouragement and motivation was simply amazing. No words could actually describe our friendship. But I do know in my heart that you know how much you mean to me. Kamsahamida!!!!

PS: Peng You, those are some of the Birthday cards that you have given me over the years….

Movie: Eternal Summer (2006)

 

 

I have never thought of watching this movie due to some sensitive and controversial elements in the movie but after reading many good reviews I gave it a chance. Am I glad that I made the decision because I totally love this movie. Though some parts of the movie are not so clear cut, I still truly enjoy it. The friendship depicted in this movie is really touching and beautiful. The angst, emotional turmoil and frustrations of teenagers were clearly shown in this movie. All credit goes to the three main leads, Bryant Chang,Joseph Chang and Kate Yeung, and the director.

Bryant was able to show anger, disturbance and disgust that his character, Jonathan, experienced. The emotions and conflicts between maintaining the friendship and wanting more from the friendship with Shane were clearly shown. The forlorn look, fear and struggles were so real. He deserved to win the award for ‘Best New Performer’ during the 44^th Golden Horse Awards in 2006.

Kate Yeung’s portrayal of Carrie was good too. Carrie was the turning point inJonathan’s life when he discovered his own identity crisis. The feeling of hurt and sadness were carefully presented in the movie by Kate.

Joseph is one brilliant actor. In fact, besides the great reviews, it was him that I decided to watch this movie. His portrayal of Shane, a hyper-active teenager who doesn’t care much about his studies, was just awesome. I love how he shows his care and brotherly love towards Jonathan whom he had known since elementary school. They were best of friends and Shane knew nothing of Jonathan’s secret. All he ever wanted was to be Jonathan’s best buddies for the rest of his life. The devastation he encountered when Shane tried to end the friendship was filled with so much emotions and angst. The moment I saw him crying, I could feel his hurt and pain. It was so real. He was nominated for ‘Best New Performer’’ and ‘Best Supporting Actor’ during the 44^th Annual Golden Horse.

The setting of the movie and the methods it was shot were really nice. Besides the great characters’ portrayal, I really love the genuine friendship between Shane and Jonathan. Friends are easy to have but how about true friends? Even after Shane found out about Jonathan’s secret, he is still not willing to let go of the friendship. The ending of the movie is not very clear cut but the viewers will realized that, despite differences and circumstances, true friends will always be by our side. This 2006 film received 4 award nominations during the 44^th Golden Horse Awards.

Taiwanese Drama: DTLY

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Recently, I was browsing some blogs and came upon ‘Drunken to Love You’ (DTLY). What caught my attention was not the story line or the fact that it was a spin-off from ‘Fated to Love You’ (FTLY) or Rainie Yang butJoseph Chang (finally I got to know his name). In the last 10 years, I have watched many ofJoseph’s dramas (not that I select them but it happens to be shown on TV) but unfortunately in all of the dramas, he was just the supporting cast. He is not in the league of those Taiwanese idols such as Mike He, Wu Chun,Jiro Wang orJoe Cheng but he is definitely a great and awesome actor. At first glance, he is not attractive but you get addicted to his screen presence. I was ecstatic and curious at the same time when I read the news that he will be the leading man in the new series with Rainie. The joy I had was the same when I found out that Ethan Ruan was the main lead in FTLY (his first main lead in Taiwanese drama).

DTLY is nothing to shout about and filled with loop holes but it got me hooked. I love the interaction between the two leads and I believe it was their awesome on-screen chemistry that bring about the high rating inTaiwan. (If you have watched the BTS, you will be even more love with this couple coz their off-screen friendship is as awesome) Both of them look really cute and thus I have nothing to complain about the pairing. In terms of acting, both of them are able to bring out their characters and it amazes me how engrossed they were in their characters.

I really hope DTLY will launchJoseph Chang career to the next level. He is really a good actor which the viewers and netizens should pay close attention to.

Learning Korean

Learning Hangul (the Korean language) is not easy but it isn’t so bad after all. I have just completed Level 1 after close to 2 months of self-studying. Well, I still couldn’t understand, speak, write or read the language but I have come to appreciate it. It’s really interesting and intriguing. I find it challenging and I am surprise that I love it coz I hate challenges. In the 10 years that I have been so absorbed with everything Korean (K-Drama, K-pop, K-Wave and etc…) I have never once thought of learning the language. Never mind that I don’t understand the language as long as I can watch dramas and listen to songs.

So what prompted the interest? A few months ago, out of curiosity, I surfed the internet for Hangul language and I stumbled upon a website run by an American Chinese. After reading her testimony I was really inspired thus I decided to take up this challenge. It’s as simple as that. Well, how long will this passion last I do not know. Life is too precious to think about such thing. I don’t want to put anything more on hold. I just want to enjoy the present ^_^

Anyong!!!

A Surprised Birthday Gift from sis Eda

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I had surprised this evening when I walked into my room. There, on my small computer table was a really nice red and white package attached with a beautiful hand-made card. That very moment I knew it was from Eda. Earlier while I was playing the piano she went into my room with the excuse of taking the camera. But, the camera was with her all the while so I was puzzled and told her so. After that, she went off to the gym. I resumed with my piano playing until I walked into my room. Well, when I saw the package, I have no idea what it was but I already felt touched. It has been ages since I receive birthday presents from any of my family members (note: The Liew’s family never or very seldom buys birthday gifts for one another. We will usually have meals together in celebration of the special occasion). So, imagine my surprise when I saw the package. What was even more surprising when I open the packaged and discovered that the present was KHJ’s Break Down Album. She found out about him visiting Malaysia soon in the middle of August thus she thought with the album, I could meet him and get it signed during the meet-and-greet session. What both of us didn’t know was, it will only be a ‘High-Five’ event and the requirement is that, in order to participate in the lucky draw, one need to buy the album on that day itself. But that’s beside the point. It was her good intention that counts. Well, though I might not be able to participate in the event I might consider going to the venue of the event to show my appreciation to my sister Eda. Of course, at the same time, I hope to catch a glimpse of KHJ in person, heheh.

PS: The card was beautifully designed by Eda. Being the witty sister (besides Sharon), looked at what she wrote at the back of the card ^_^

Dearest Eda,

Thank you for the gift. I was really happy and touched not because it was KHJ’s album but the fact that you wanted me to meet him in person. I guess you still remember that I didn’t manage to meet zai zai when he came to Malaysia for his album promotion.

Poem: The Beast

Towering slightly more than 6 feet
your presence is not unnoticeable,
When you display great skills on the court
crowds and fans cheer for victory,
Your enduring spirit is the source of our support
Your determination entails our encouragement,
Your beast-like character is much to be appreciated……

SPAZZING: A Love Like Ssangchu Part 8 (Episode 24 & 26 – Farm Mission)

 

I skipped episode 25 because that episode was on ‘Chuseok Special’ where all the couples had an eventful time with some fun-filled games.

In Episode 24 and 26, it started off with the Ssangchu couple having a morning walk in the park. It started off like any other walks but it soon turned into another competition what with HJ’s competitive streak. They tried to outdo one another with their so-called 100m dash toward the mission box. HB, who was a few steps ahead of HJat the starting point, still loses out to her shillang. Their mission for that day was to spend their time at a farm.

Upon arrival at the farm, they were taken to a 97 years old grandma’s home. Their mission was to help the granny in her vegetable plantations. During their break, they were spending time with one another while sharing a bowl of bimbimbap (it’s one of my favourite Koeran food…yummy). Their conversations were so funny because HB blurted out that…’When I get married, I want to be like Sin Aera-nim and In Pyo-nim to be involved in many good deed’. HJ asked…’Who are you going to marry?’…which caught HB unaware. I liked the fact that HJ is very consistent in his behavior. He is indeed very detailed. HB realizes her mistakes and quickly tried to salvage the situation by saying…’Since I am married…but HJ cut her off again by posing the same question again. He even said…..’I will tell everyone that this lady is marrying for the second time’. That got HB laughing with happiness. She retort by saying…’what I meant was, if I were to live again, I will still want to marry HJ again’ but HJ said that’s too bad because if he were to live again, he would want to come back as a lion. That was enough to send HB bursting out in her signature laughter.

From this episode we also found out that HJsent a text message to HB fromJapanto wish her ‘Happy Birthday’. In the backroom interview, HB couldn’t conceal her happiness that this was the first sms she received from HJ. The interviewer was curious about the message and I thought it was something amazing but it turned out that it was a simple happy birthday greeting. That confirms my curiosity about HB’s feelings towards HJ. If a simple message could send a girl on cloud nine, it explains a lot….

Craziness Overload? Nah……

I was never crazy over any celebrities (okay, I confessed, I do like KTL a lot when I was 15, but hey, I was still a young girl then and who wouldn’t like him??!!! Five years later, I was a little bit, ok…read carefully, A LITTLE BIT head over heels over ZZ which lasted for another 5 years. Then it was pure ‘singleness’ from celebrity crush for the next 5 years until now) but I think – ok so I am only thinking. It might not be true – I am … A LITTLE BIT bewitched by HJ. He will be in town soon and I am still undecided whether to join in the craze. It will be a good experience as according to my eldest sis. Well, after going through the ‘Jerry Yan’ chasing team a few years ago, she is a pro now. I can’t believe my most sensible sister would ever do such as a thing as ‘chasing’ celebrity. Anyway, whether I am gonna see him or not, I am really excited about HJ setting foot again in Malaysia

Cold Blood Warm Heart 1996

 

 

For the past few weeks I have been watching the re-run of this once famous TVB drama. It’s my fourth time ^_^ I remember vividly, 15 years ago I was extremely crazy over it. Besides the good story line and amazing casts, my 15 year-old-self has fallen head-over-heels over this one person. He is none other than Louis Koo. What caught my attention was (of course, his porcelain smooth complexion is the envy of many women and of course his great features and good looks) his breakthrough performance. I first saw him in ‘Good Morning Sir’ which he starred alongside Leon Lai. Although he was only a supporting cast, he has great screen presence because of his good looks. Other than that, I should say he has plenty room for improvement which I doubted (aren’t I bad???). I suspected that TVB is only banking on his good looks. So, imagined my shocked expression when I saw him in CBWH. He really impressed me with his outstanding performance. So, that’s how my journey filled with Louis Koo began and lasted for more than 5 years until ‘Meteor Garden’ came along. I watched every single one of his shows. When school holidays rolled around, I would pester my mom to rent all of his shows (during those times, there were no DVDs and VCDs has just started). My classmates and I would talk endlessly about him during our ‘free period’ in school. Unlike now, there were no internet or youtube thus resources were always scarce. Whatever articles or photos I could get from the Chinese newspapers that my grandma read will be treasured. Moreover, I would sit quietly and listen attentively as my grandma or mother translates those articles for me.

Anyway, back to CBWH. This is one amazing show which I will always cherish. I realized that the standard of TVB shows has dropped dramatically over the years. They are no longer exciting and the casts are unable to bring out their characters. Or is it because I have fallen in love with the ‘Hallyu Wave’ which is now dominating, not only the Asia regions but other countries as well?

I am no longer the crazy Louis Koo’s fan but this show brought back so much memories to me. I am glad that he has made a name for himself and is doing well. This year October he will be celebrating his 41^st Birthday.

A day out with lil’ Elizabeth

It’s Elizabeth B-day today. The grandparents and both the ‘ah yees’ Took her out to One Utama Shopping mall for a day out. I have planned this with my sisters and parents a few weeks earlier. She stayed overnight yesterday and this morning, all of us woke up early and were excited about it. First, we had breakfast at Subway. Alas, lil’ Eli doesn’t like the sandwiches thus she only had a few bites. Right after breakfast, we took her around the mall. She was really excited going on those kiddy rides. She sat on three of them. Slightly after noon, her little stomach is ‘growling’ again (kids could really eat but mind you, only ‘junk food’ is all they are excited about). Since it’s her b-day, she got to choose. Well, it’s none other than McDonalds’. She loved the ‘Happy Meal’, but not for the food, but the toy that came with it. Since this is a special occasion, we allowed her to have fries as well as chilled Ribena, which was really a treat for her. Another treat that we gave her was ice-cream. Among all other things, this is her favourite. She strode happily to the ice-cream parlour and got to choose her own flavor. I think she was on cloud nine while she was savoring every bite of the ‘dragon fruit’ flavored ice-cream. In less than a few minutes, all her ice-cream was gone. That was pretty fast for a 4-year-old girl. Well, what to do, she took after her mom (heheh, just kidding. Sharon, don’t come after me, ok). Before we called it a day, my dad took her to the MPH book shop. She loves it and looking at them with excitement. After more than 30 minutes, we left. She slept all the way home coz she was really tired. (while I was writing this, she is already in dreamland).

Lord, though today’s outing wasn’t that special, we pray that YOU will continue to take care of her, giving her good health and joy. May she grow up to be a faithful servant to YOU. May more blessings will come her way ^-^

Social Club July 2011

It was Sports’ Carnival for this month’s social club. The youth from LC took on the day by organizing exciting and fun games for the young adults. It started with worships for 30 minutes and then the fun begins. Though the games were simple, they had an enjoyable time. It was always fun to see their enthusiastic faces. It was just pure joy in watching them having fun and overcoming some of the obstacles during the sports’ activities. I was once again been reminded of God’s grace and love through these young adults. God’s love is infinite and overflowing. He will never leave us nor forsake us no matter how difficult things are. As long as we cry out to Him, He will surely come to our aid.

Love is….

“Love is when the happiness
of the other person
matters more than yours”

Goong Musical

The success of the MBC series ‘Princess Hour’ or fondly known as ‘Goong’ in 2005 has led to the musical play inKoreaabout a year or two ago starring TVXQ’s member, Chang Min as Prince Shin. I was really glad for the success. Now, it was shown again but inJapan. This time round, the role went to Kim KyuJong of SS501. I was really ecstatic. What’s more, it was a total success. Kudos to KyuJong and the rest of the casts. I am not surprised that it did great because Kyu has a nice and good voice. I watched a snippet of it and that makes me want to board a plane toJapan that instant to watch it. ‘Goong’ has and will always be one of my favourite K-drama. I would really love to see how all those scenes were shown as a musical. It would be totally awesome. Let’s hope there was a recording and that we, the foreigners as well as the Koreans will have the chance to watch it on TV orDVDsoon.

SPAZZING: A Love Like Ssangchu Part 7 (Episode 22-23 – 100th Day Photo Shoot)

 

 

I am skipping episode 17 – 19 (Buin’s Surprise at Japan) and episodes 20- 21 (Alshin’s Vacation). I want to go straight to episode 22-23 which is the couple 100^th day wedding photo shoot. Many hilarious and funny moments were exposed and revealed during these two episodes. From the moment they received their ‘mission’ letter, the laughter just kept coming. Both of their conversations are worth taking note. This was the first time we see a jealous HJ when HB was choosing a suit for him. When it was HB’s turn to look at some wedding dresses, he immediately commented that some of the dresses are too revealing thus warning HB not to try on them. I find that really cute and adorable on HJ’s part. Then came the part where they took the wedding photos. They were really embarrassed, shy and awkward with each other. Many funny moments were shown. Personally, I feel this is the turning point for the couple, especially HJ. He was being really helpful to HB and took care of her. During the backroom interview, HJ revealed that… ‘It must have been because I have feelings for her’ when he was asked about his feelings regarding the kiss on the cheek he was instructed to give to HB. That got the ‘oohhhs’ and ‘aahhs’ from the audience.

During the outdoor shoot under the tress, he confessed that he felt different and afraid because so much has changed. He even apologized for his behaviour during HB’s visit to Japan. Personally I don’t find anything wrong with him. He was just behaving like any 22-year-old person. But of course, we could see HB put in a lot of effort to make this show interesting. In another word, she is trying hard to make this marriage works. In my own opinion, HB was so much more mature than HJthus she tends to looks at things from a different perspective. But soon, we will see HJgrowing more mature as the show progress. Though he was still as competitive and as funny as ever, we will see a changed HJ. Not sure if anyone notices, but during their conversation on the bench under the trees, HJ’s expression was so serious when HB said she is waiting for a friend to help out with things. HJdeclared, ‘What else do you need after doing so much with me ’which sent HB laughing out loud, probably due to happiness overload. That was just so sweet. This indicates that HJ felt hurt that HB regards him as not being helpful. It was all these little remarks and expressions that make me love this couple more.

The 100^th day wedding photos was shot until late at night. HB dressed in a sexy yet elegant piece and wanted to surprise HJ but it turned out she was the one who was surprised because HJ came out from the dressing room dressed casually, which he mentioned as ‘Mexican’ style. The thing that I find adorable and sweet was, he put together those pieces of clothing which represent their 100 days together – the vest that HB made for him, the scarf that HB spent the entire night knitting and the big long hat in which they bought in Japan together. Many may not notice but in my opinion he wanted to make this special for her in his own way without being obvious. This is the little things that I mentioned previously that he does to make her happy. Instead of the normal formal suits, he put on something that means so much to both of them. In fact those photos turn out amazing. In the backroom interview he said, ‘I want Buin (wife) to know that I think of her a lot instead of a emotionless groom. That I pay attention to details and that I try to be good to her’. That explains…….

A ‘Cooling’ time with my fabulous family

I had a short trip to Genting Highland with my family last week from Thurs – Sat. It was a wonderful time spent together. Though I despised the journey on cable cars, I endured it for the sake of spending great time with them. Well, come to think of it, the cable car ride wasn’t that scary but I dislike the feeling of it.

The weather was really cooling which mom and dad really like. We spent the time walking around the indoor theme park and around the hotel. We even visited the Casino. The food was good too but its way too expensive. A bowl of noodle or a plate of chicken rice cost RM 15++ each. It’s cheap to the foreigners but not to us. Most of the visitors are fromSingaporeas they are still having their school holidays.

On the 2^nd day, Eda and I found out that we can enter the outdoor Theme Park for RM10 from7-10pm, we were ecstatic. The highlight of the day was, mom and dad joined us in our frenzy, hahaha. We went on the pirate ship ride. It wasn’t as scary as my mom has imagined but I still screamed my lungs out. We even went on the ferry-wheel rides. It was really cold when we reached the top that I regretted it immediately. Dad had some fun time with the archery. We also went on the tea-cup rides which were filled with kids, heheh.

By9.30pm, we called it a day and went back to our hotel rooms. We bid goodbyes to Genting the following day. It was a really good time spent with my family. I hope that the next time, we could come with Sharon and her family. It will be fun to let lil’ Eli goes on the rides.

A Splash of Good time at Water Desa Park

On the 11-June 2011, I joined Peng You and M’sian Care to WaterDesaParkwith the YA. It was a fun time for them as well as for the volunteers. This is my 2^nd time to a water park, the first being at Sunway Lagoon when I was 11 years old. I had a good time and I look forward to spending more time with them.

 Pix taken by Peng You and some of the volunteers and M’sian Care staff will be uploaded soon…..

Books: Along For The Ride by Sarah Dessen

 

Finally, I am starting on all the books that I have missed or put aside for a year to complete my course.

One of my favourite past time is to curl up comfortably on the couch with a good book in hand and songs from my MP3 blasting in my ears. I started this book a few weeks ago and I finished it in a week. Something about Auden, the main character of the book, draws my attention. I guess in some ways I am like her; quiet, shy and serious. There is this desire to have fun and make more friends but at the same time, a desire to stay away. It’s very conflicting and complicated. Yet nothing deters or fazed her. That is something I wish I could do but I can’t thus I am fascinated by her. Auden allows me to come to my realization that there is an unspoken character trait of mine which I don’t quite understand myself. I want to be like her and yet I don’t. It’s like coming to terms with myself. I wished I have crazy friends like hers to do crazy things with and who will encourage and give you confidence in doing all those crazy stuffs. Though I might not be as tough and as aloof as her, I see or would like to see a glimpse of her in me.

Unlike some teen-novel where the character is overly rated and unrealistic and sometimes, filled with unnecessary conversations or jokes, this book is different. Auden is the typical American teenager who has many complexities as she come to terms with her parents divorce 2 years ago. Dessen paint a very clear picture of how teenagers feel at that age of 18; insecure, trying to deal with some pent-up emotions, fearful yet trying to be strong when facing real issues. The style of writing is very straight forward and not very teenagy (that’s my term). I like how the changes in Auden are consistent. This is a good read, not just for teenagers but for adults too if they wished to revived their teenage times.

The Smile

There’s nothing more pleasant
than to see a smile on a person’s face
which in turn put a smile on your own…
This is what I experience when you smile…
Those smile of yours had me captivated

PS: You know who you are ^_^ The past few days have been quite difficult.
I was once again in the blues….But the thought of the smile really put a smile on my face. TQ!!!

The Power of Prayer

I am now re-reading Stormie Ormatian’s The Power of a Praying Woman and I couldn’t agree more with this statement “I have come to know that God can smooth my path, calm the storms, keep me and all I care about safe, and even make my way simple when I ask Him to carry the complexities of life for me. But these things don’t just happen. Not without prayer”. In the 9 years of my Christian walk with God, there was never once in my life that I didn’t pray or read the bible. In fact, despite all my busyness and stress, I was praying more than ever but as Stormie put it, “But I didn’t give God time to speak to me personally”. All my prayers were cries to God to help me with this and with that without being still and letting HIM speaks to me. When problems arise, I only ask God to help me solve it. When I am faced with a difficult situation, I cried out to the Lord to resolve it for me. I have never truly sat down, close my eyes, be still, pray and listen. Now that I have experienced it, I will never abandon the time I spend with our Lord. Our Lord wants us to spend time with Him. Most of the time we are more concern about ‘I want” and we have forgotten that God’s will is more important. When we allow the Lord to guide our path, we have nothing to worry about whether the road is bumpy or narrow because we know that our Lord is ahead of us as well as besides us all the way.

Beautiful Girl – Jose Mari Chan – Piano

I fell in love with this song when I first heard it in the early 90s. I was then a young girl.
Although I am now all grown up, it still remains one of my favourites. While practicing this song on the piano, I felt nostalgic all over again…

By My Side

‘No, I don’t need you to say anything…
Just stay by my side’

Canon in D Variation- George Winston Version

This upload has been delayed due to my busyness in completing my module 4 assignments as well as preparing to the role-play which ended on 30-April 2011. PHEW!!!!

Right after my retreat at El Sanctuary in Malacca with Tee Yee, I went straight to the internet to look for the piano scores of the song which I was obsessed with during the retreat. After a few days of searching, finally I found out that the particular version was arranged by George Winston. This piano piece consists of 6 pages and it’s really difficult. Given my limited talent and skills in piano, I omitted the difficult parts. But still, it took me 1 week to learn and another 3 weeks before I finally recorded it. So, here you go….Canon in D arranged by George Winston.

Seo Jin Young – A Little – BOF OST

This is the background music of ‘A Little’ which is one of the songs from the BOF OST. Even though 2 years has passed, the OST from this drama still remain one of my favourites. The first video is the background of the song while the 2nd video is the melody which I have uploaded 2 years ago in my previous blog.

Practicum at Special Need Learning Centre

Last Tuesday (10-May) and Wednesday (11-May) were spent at ‘Special Need Learning Centre’ at Bukit Nenas with Mooi Geok. It was a requirement from our course and both of us, together with another Linguistic Council student, Ruth, truly enjoyed ourselves. Though most of our time were spent observing the young adults and children with learning difficulties, we learned a lot from the teachers. We also discovered that there are many materials available online to teach children and people with autism. The three of us we really impressed. All the teachers and helpers were really dedicated and passionate about their job. You could see the enthusiasm in their faces. Most of them are volunteers since this ministry is part of the Catholic Church.

I realized that most of the young adults there are well-behaved. I might sound cliché but I found them really loveable. When I looked at them, I saw the anguish and sadness of their parents. There is always a reason for things that happened though I do not know why. Since HE has given me a compassionate heart and a willingness to work with these people, I will make this opportunity to reach out to them and their family members as well as to give them hope. HE will definitely see us through. My life is enriched with their presence and I thank the Lord for each and every one of them.

SPAZZING: A Love like Ssangchu Part 6 (Episode 16 – Moving to a New House…AGAIN!!)

 

 

In this episode we saw the couple moving house again. This time, to a smaller apartment. HJ jokingly lament that if he didn’t use up so much water during the house warming party, they wouldn’t have to move which sent the viewers laughing. He also mentioned that he misses his big, luxurious bath tub. Although I love this episode and want to spazz all about it, I am choosing some of the scenes that really make my day. It is none other than HJ buying medicine for HB who is developing a cold. Isn’t it sweet that his action speaks louder than words? We could see the surprised yet satisfied look on HB when she received the medicine from HJ. It is those little things that make one happy, especially when it comes from a person whom we all thought was aloof and uncaring. From many of the backroom interviews, I actually found out that HJ is quite mature even with his actions. They were all his little ways to create happiness for his buin which HB later realized. Of course, as the show progress, we see a changed HJ, so mature and different that I was surprised. Anyway, I love the conversation between this couple in this episode. Though there were some disappointment moments for HB (as mentioned again, she couldn’t understand HJ and she expects so much more) in the end, we still find amusement from them.

The part where I found funny was during HJ’s sings for HB because he couldn’t complete Bogoshipta on the piano. He has forgotten the lyrics and asked HB to use her cell phone to find the song. Before starting, he did a very cute little ‘tuning’ which sends HB and viewers laughing. This little things crack me up. I really enjoy how HJ could make such ordinary things looks charming and cute. Another scene was when HB was pumping the inflatable pool for HJ. Since HJ will be going to Japan for some activities, she asked whether he is happy. Unexpectedly, HJ replied yes and that threw her off the floor with laugher. The straightforwardness of HJ really makes me love him more. It’s just so adorable. I like it that he is truthful to his feelings. That is his charm.

MOVIE: Heaven’s Postman

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Isn’t it cool if there is a postman who could deliver letters to heaven for those who have lost their love ones? Not forgetting to mention that the postman is in the form of a young gentleman.

The movie started off with JaeJun collecting letters from a post box in a meadow (do not ask me what in the world is an old post box doing in the meadow). Movies, especially this type where strong emotions are involved usually doesn’t make much sense. But I am not complaining. In fact, I am a lover of this type of movie. The angst, as well as the love-hate relationship is something I look for in movies or dramas. I am not a sadist but those emotions help me to express some pent up emotions in myself.

So, in the midst of collecting the letters, there JaeJun met Hana, who was grieving the death of her ex-lover. JaeJun introduced himself as the Heaven’s postman which got a laugh from Hana. Who could blame her? I would do the same too. Anyway, JaeJun offered her the job as his assistant in sorting out those letters before they were being delivered to Heaven. She agreed and so their friendship started. Their job was to read all the letters and try their best to fulfill the senders’ wish for their love ones. That’s the part which I am harboring for. Isn’t it great if there is a Heaven’s Postman who could delivered my message to my grandma?

Well, as the days go by, we slowly get to know more about Hana. Though she was grieving, she was filled with hatred and anger with her ex-lover. She found out after his death that he was a married man with a son. Hana felt cheated and wanted to get an explanation from him which she never will. Apart from that, as their friendship developed, so was their attraction to one another. Finally, JaeJun has to reveal his true identity. He is in fact a spirit whom no one could see except those who are in deep grieving. He explained that the lesser the grieving, the more she will unable to see him. Of course Hana didn’t believe him but she started to sense something different about him. Then, it came to a point where Hana could no longer see JaeJun because of her love for him which erase the grieve she had for her ex-lover.
JaeJun on the other hand was given a new lease of life. He was actually in a coma after a fatal accident. But because of his honorable duty in delivering those letters, he was given a second chance but his memory of Hana will be very faint. This is the risk he has to take.

Well, the rest I don’t think I need to say more. Like any other movies, there was a happy ending and blah blah blah….hoewver, I really like how the momentum was built up at the end. There isn’t any rush or complexity. Just a very simple encounter and a few words were exchanged; there we had a happy and fulfilling ending.

I read somewhere that this is Kim Jae Joong first try in acting. For those who have no idea who he is, he is part of the trio group ‘JYJ’. Both JaeJun and Hana made a cute pair. There isn’t any lovey dovey moment (which I prefer because I am not into mushy stuff) but I just enjoy seeing them together. Overall, this is a good movie though a bit slow. There is something about this show that touch my heart which I can’t quite describe. I think it has to do with being Heaven’s postman. It is impossible but I would love to meet one.

An Awesome Gathering at Holiday Inn

It’s been a week after our Module 4 exams thus the celebration mood is still in the air. The MSAT 9 students of Linguistic Council met up for an awesome High Tea last Saturday at Holiday Inn in Subang. Almost everyone was there. We had a great time catching up. I truly thank God that I have met a bunch of amazing and awesome friends during my 13-month course. Let’s keep it up and continue to enjoy each other’s company ^_^

Social Club May 2011

During Social Club last Saturday, the young adults prepared flowers as well as decorate cards for Mother’s Day. It was a joy to see them all again after more than 2 months. There were a few new faces as well. We started off by exercising which was led by Benjamin and then we proceeded to make the flowers and lastly it was worship session. I was really impressed when Angus took the piano and played ‘Amazing Grace’ for all of us. He was really good and talented.

Again, I was reminded again of God’s love through these young adults. I should continue to be thankful for God’s amazing love and blessings upon me and my family. I pray that every special need people in this country will be well taken care of and have the avenue to learn to be independent. Support from the society and government are very important for these people as well as their family members.

PK Youtube Edition – Re-Watching…AGAIN!!

It’s been 6 months since I say good-bye to PK and 5 months since the Youtube editions (at that time it was really difficult that it finally dawned on me that there is nothing to look forward to when I come back from work) but I still love this K-drama. Recently I have been re-watching the Youtube editions (while in the midst of preparing for my Module 4 Role-play….I need a break!!!! and I find myself getting all sweet and lovey-dovey all over again. To be honest, I prefer the Youtube edition more than the 16-episodes. I think I have mentioned before the reason was because I loved the interaction between Seung Jo and Ha Ni, and the fact that the focus is on both of them. Both KHJ and JSM have gotten to know one another better thus their chemistry and interaction on screen is so much more natural and carefree.

Though their newly married life is not a bed of roses they are blissful with the occasion of bickering. Don’t you just love how they fight and then make up? It’s always sweet to watch how they compliment each other though they are as different as day and night. It’s fun to watch how Seung Jo loves and cares for Ha Ni in his own way without being too over bearing. It gives the viewers a rather sweet moment when we see how Seung Jo cleans up the ‘mess’ left behind by his clumsy wife.

All the 7 episodes of the Youtube editions were pleasant and sweet. I think what happened to PK’s rating was a blessing in disguise. It never reached the high rating in Korea but the international level thus the Youtube editions. I am really proud of the casts as well as the crews and production team. Yes, you worked hard and were not recognized in your home country but the popularity of this drama reached worldwide. It was indeed a glorious ride with all the PKers…..

FINALLY…..

Last year March, 2010 I took up a Diploma in ‘Child Psychology and learning Disorder’ at Linguistic Counsel and last Saturday was the final module examinations. In the last 13 months, I learned a lot, met many great people and have loads of fun. Never once did I dread when Saturdays roll around. I enjoyed the 30-minuteLRTride to MasjidJamek every Saturday. I love to see all my course mates and get to know them better each week. I also love those times when we meet up for lunch before class. Most of the lecturers are amazing and we had good time learning from one another. Of course, all these also come with stress and tensions. However, I praise Thee for sustaining me and helping me in all 4 of the modules. FINALLY, my dreams to take up a part time course for learning disorder have been fulfilled. Although it is only a Diploma, I will continue to learn more about it from hands-on experiences.

Past Exams dates:

12-June 2010: Module 1 (Language)
9-Oct 2010: Module 2 (Learning Disorder)
15-Jan 2011: Module 3 (Child Psychology)
30-April 2011: Module 4 (Counseling)

Their 3rd Anniversary (29-April) – Why I Love Ssangchu Couple So Much?

 

 

Different. Instead of the normal lovey-dovey couple, they have their own rules.

Unique. Their relationship was so special in their own way that they make all the viewers wanting for more.

Lovely. Their character differences make them a lovely couple because the opposite attracts. Enjoyable to watch. All those competitions and bets make the couple really enjoyable.

Interesting. With HJ’s 4-Dness and HB’s carefree laughter, they make up an interesting pair. Adorable and cute. Most of HJ’s actions are adorable and cute. HB’s is so sweet in accommodating to HJ’s craziness….

Unpredictable and unpretentious. They are straightforward without any hint of pretense. It makes them look real.

Crazy and Funny. Both of them crack me up with their antics and actions especially HJ’s witty remarks and competitive streaks

FRIENDSHIP

Over the years, I have come across different people. Some became my best friends while some are just those we say ‘hi’ and ‘bye’ when we meet. And sometimes, those friends whom you were close with during your younger days slowly faded away while those whom you hardly know suddenly became part of your life. Friends to me are really important and special. They are gifts from God.

I never really had many friends since I was young. Not because I wasn’t friendly. It’s solely due to my quiet and shy personality. Some friends took me years to be close with while others just a few meetings. Many find it difficult to ‘read’ me. I am simple yet complicated in many areas. I do not put my guard down easily. Even my friendship with my best friend of 18 years, Peng You, took us 18 years to be as close as we are today. We went through different tests and hurdles to be where we are now. Friends are easy to come by but those special ones are really once in a life time. There were times when a friendship is lost because of unforeseen circumstances and that really hurts. Friends are supposed to be a blessing and bring joy but sometimes they could bring tears and heartache as well. And when that friendship is broken, it is not easily patched up. The feelings are no longer the same. Even when there is no resentment or hatred, nothing will be the same again. Therefore, we should cherish all our friends. Those friends who have been with me for many years, I thank you for your perseverance and patience. I know it took me a while to open up but you waited for me. Thank you for not giving up on becoming my friend.